(doesn't mean we can be) of nature. Sure we can think what we can think what we want, but you can "think" and "believe" you can judge people and nature all you want, but you are still wrong! Why should your morals apply to everyone else. "Morals" is just another word and thats it. I think we are all a waste of natural resources and should be killed off, and since humans have the ability to choose... and I'm human... I think I will choose to kill and damage as much as nature allows me to so take that. Fuck you, and eat napalm + lead! HA! Only Nature can stop me. I know I could get shot by a cop after only killing a single person, but hey guess the fuck WHAT! I chose to kill that one person so get over it! It's MY fault! Not my parents, not my brothers, not my friends, not my favorite bands, not computer games, not the media. IT is MINE! go shut the fuck up!
-REB- 7/29/98
Someones bound to say "what were they thinking?" when we go NBK or when we were planning it, so this what I am thinking. "I have a goal to destroy as much as possible so I must not be sidetracked by my feelings of sympathy, mercy, or any of that, so I will force myself to believe that everyone is just another monster from Doom like FH or FS or demons, so it's either me or them. I have to turn off my feelings." Keep this in mind, I want to burn the world, I want to kill everyone except about 5 people, who I will name later, so If you are reading this you are lucky you escaped my rampage because I wanted to kill you. It will be very tricky getting all of our supplies, explosives, weaponry, ammo, and then hiding it all and then actually planting it all so we can achieve our goal. But if we get busted any time, we start killing then and there, just like Wilks from the ALIENS books, I ain't going out without a fight.
Eric clearly states that he has chosen to kill and destroy as much as possible. After he reflected on humanity he decided this was the only path forward. He acknowledges his sympathy and empathy for others and talks about how he needs to suppress those emotions in order to be able to accomplish his goals. He lists people and things that should not be blamed for his actions and assumes sole responsibility for his planned attack. His list is somewhat prophetic as all of them were blamed in some capacity after the attack. Eric says that his plan is to kill everyone except about 5 people and that everyone should know that even if you survived his plans, that his intention was to kill you. This seems to be obviously directed at the reader and a reminder of Erics violent intentions. He also mentions the difficult in the logistics of suppling himself for his plans. The acquisition and secure storage of weapons and supplies presented a major issue for him.