as I said before, self awareness is a wonderful thing. I know what all you fuckers are thinking and what to do to piss you off and make you feel bad. I always try to be different, but I always end up copying someone else. I try to be a mixture of different things and styles but when I step out of myself I end up looking like others or others THINK I am copying. One big fucking problem is people telling me what to fuckin do, think, say, act, and everything else. I'll do what you say IF I feel like it. But people (I.E. parents, cops, God, teachers) telling me what to [arrow points to do, think, say, act, and everything else] just makes me not want to fucking do it! Thats why my fucking name is REB!!! No one is worthy of shit unless I say they are, I feel like GOD and I wish I was, having everyone being OFFICIALLY lower than me. I already know that I am higher than almost anymore in the fucking welt in terms of universal Intelligence and where we stand in the universe compared to the rest of the UNIV. and if you think I dont know what Im talking about then you can just "ßUCK DICH" and saugen mein Hund! Isn't America supposed to be the land of the free? How come, If im free, I cant deprive a stupid fucking dumbshit from his possessions If he leaves then sitting in the front seat of his fucking van out in plain sight and in the middle fucking nowhere on a Fri fucking day night. NATURAL SELECTION. fucker should be shot. Same thing with all those rich snotty toadies at my school. Fuckers think they are higher than me and everyone else with all their $ just because they were born into it? Ich denk NEIN. BTW, "sorry" is just a word. It doesn't mean SHIT to me. everyone should be put to a...
Eric again comments on his inability to be original as everything he does is, or is perceived by others to be, a copy of something or someone else. He goes into his issues with authority figures and being forced to do certain things. I find it funny how his opinions on forced responsibilities but he was a good student and rarely had any disciplinary issues in school. Makes me think that most of the way he acted in front of teachers or his parents was just him manipulating them. He says that his anti-establishment feelings are why he is called Reb. He talks about how he feels like a God and that he knows that most people are beneath him. He mentions Universal Intelligence and his understanding of his position within society and the greater universe around him. His ideas about freedom are a bit out there as he thinks you should be allowed to steal from other people if they don't properly secure their belongings. I think he is just a little bit sore about being caught stealing from that van... and I also don't know what a "day night" is. We also have the somewhat famous line "NATURAL SELECTION. fucker should be shot" on this page. He is referencing the van driver who left his things out in plain sight. To me it is more about Eric feeling like he is better than this person and not as much to do with the specifics of the given situation that lead him to suggest that the van owner should be killed. He also mentions the other students at his school who think that their parents positions or wealth make them inherently a better person than him. I think we have all experienced people who have an inflated sense of worth because of money or power and have never earned anything that they benefit from.