GUNS! I need guns! Give me some fucking firearms!
11/12/98
HATE! I'm full of hate and I Love it. I HATE PEOPLE and they better fucking fear me if they know whats good for em. Yes I hate and I guess I want others to know it, yes I'm racist and I don't mind. Niggs and spics bring it on themselves, and another thing, I am very racist towards white trash p.o.s.s like [censored] and [censored] they deserve the hatred, otherwise I probly wouldnt hate them. It's a tragedy, the human nature of people will lead to their downfall. People's human nature will get them killed. Whether by me or Vodka, it's happened before, and not just in school shootings like those pussy dumbasses over in Minnesota who squealed. Throughtout history, its our fucking nature! I know how people are and why and I can't stand it! I love the nazis too... by the way, I fucking cant get enough of the swastika, the SS, and the iron cross. Hitler and his head boys fucked up a few times and it cost them the war, but I love their beliefs and who they were, what they did, and what they wanted. I know that form of gov couldn't have lasted long once the human equation was brought in, but dammit it sure looked good. Every form of gov leads to downfalls, everything will always fuck up or yeah something. It's all DOOMed god damnit. This is beginning to make me get in a corner. I'm showing too much of myself, my views and thoughts, people might start to wonder, smart ones will get nosey and something might happen to fuck me over, I might need to put on one helluva mask here to fool you all some more. fuck fuck fuck it'll be very fucking hard to hold out until April. If people would give me more compliments all of this might still be avoidable... but probably not. Whatever I do people make fun of me, and sometimes directly to my face. I'll get revenge soon enough. fuckers shouldn't have ripped on me so much huh! HA! then again it's human nature to do what you did... so I guess I am also attacking the human race. I can't take it, It's not right... true... correct... perfect. I fucking hate the human equation. Nazism would be fucking great if it werent for individualism and our natural instinct to ask questions. You know what maybe I just need to get laid. Maybe that'll just change some shit around. Thats another thing, I am a fucking dog. I have fantasies of just taking someone and fucking them hard and strong. Someone like [censored] where I just pick her up, take her to my room, tear off her shirt and pants and just eat her out and fuck her hard. I love flesh... weisses fleisch! dein weisses fleisch emegt mich soo... Ich bin dech nur ein gigilo! I want to grab a few different girls in my gym class, take them into a room, pull their pants off and fuck them hard. I love flesh... the smooth legs, the large breasts, the innocent flawless body, the eyes, the hair; jet black, blond, white, brown. ahhh I just want to fuck! Call it teenage hormones or call it a crazy fuckin racist rapist... BJ ist mir egal.
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