I am fucking armed now. I feel more confident, stronger, and more Godlike. I have confidence in my ability to deceive people. Hopefully I'll make it to April, but that might not happen. Ug, it's been a busy weekend, I need to sleep, I'll continue tomorrow.
11/22/98
Yesterday we fired our first actual firearms ever. 3 rounds from the carbine. Taught that ground a thing or 2. I even had the 2 clips in my pocket while talking to vodkas dad about senior ditch day. God it felt great firing off that bad boy, and hopefully I'll be able to get more than just 4 clips for it. I dubbed my shotgun "Arlene" after Arlene Sanders from the DOOM books. She always did love the shotgun. Vodka's DB is looking very fucking awesome, all cut down to the proper lengths. This is a bitch trying to keep up on homework while working on my guns, bombs, and lying. By the way, I bought that flask in the mall and I had a friend fill it up w/ scotch whiskey. Only had about 3 swigs in the 3 weeks I had it. Plus Monday I gave my T and IC to Vodka, just in case. I never really did like alcohol, just wasn't my thing, but it felt good to just have around. That argument on the 22nd was a real bitch, but I think I should have won a fucking oscar. I even quoted a few movies, remember "what the hell am I gonna do now man?! what am I gonna do!?" That's good ole Hudson from aliens. Sounded good too. And hey goddamnit I would have been a fucking great marine, it would have given me a reason to do good. And I would never drink and drive, either. It will be weird when we actually go on the rampage. Hopefully we will have plenty of clips and bombs. Im gonna still try and get my Calico 9mm. just think, 100 rounds without reloading.... hell yeah!
We actually may have a chance to get some machine pistols thanks to the Brady bill. If we can save up about 200$ real quick and find someone who is 21+ we can go to the next gun show and find a private dealer and buy ourselves some bad-ass AB-10 machine pistols. Clips for those things can get really fucking big too.
12/3/98
Woohoo, I'll never have to take a final again! Feels good to be free. I just love Hobbes and Nietzche. Well tomorrow I'll be ordering 9 more 10 round clips for my carbine. I'm gonna be so fucking loaded in about a month. The big things we need to figure now is the time bombs for the commons and how we will get them in and leave then there to go off, without any fucking Jews finding them. I wonder if anyone will write a book on me. Sure is a ton of symbolism, double meanings, themes, appearance vs reality shit going on here. Oh well, it better be fuckin good if it is writtin.
12/17/98
heh, get this. KMFDM's new album is entitled "Adios" and it's release date is in April. how fuckin appropriate, a subliminal final "Adios" tribute to Reb and Vodka. thanks KMFDM... I ripped the hell outa the system
12/20/98
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